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November 18th, 2009
02:47 am
so i was into this girl and she shot me down. pretty ruff, especially because the day before i told her i was into her she said she was into me. guess a lot can change in 24 hours. im thinking about withdrawing from college. i know thats not the best plan, it even sounds retarded reading it, but i have to stop kidding myself. i cant keep doing this every semester. i need to start my life in the real world, and actually make something of myself. my cousin who's 2 years younger than me has joined the army and is already going to iraq in a few months, it just kind of puts my lack of maturity into perspective. im kind of scared about going through with my plans which is pretty much to save all the money i can for a plane ticket to Colorado, get there a look for a job as an outdoor guide, or in trail construction. i feel like i have been stuck in the same position for years just waiting to follow through with what ive always wanted to do, and i think this spring may finally be it. i will likely figure it out within the next month. im writing this now more to make it real to myself as to what im actually planning on doing, rather than for the 2 people who will probably read this.
i am terrified. and for some reason i cant help but feel if things had gone better with the girl i would feel a lot better about a lot of things.
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September 28th, 2009
06:00 pm
more people need to start using this again, its the only social network website or wahtever, that actually has a purpose. cmon people. Livejournal is awsome
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September 26th, 2009
12:20 am
being home makes me look at things a lot different. gotta figure some things out while im home sort some shit out. just downloaded season two of the office tho, should be a good time.
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July 27th, 2009
12:10 pm - 8=======D- - - - -
for the first time ever theres actually shit going on in this town, and friday should be pretty epic. however im still bored as shit here and cannot wait for this summer to finally be over. parents leaving on thursday should def help alliviate my stress level. this was pretty pointless
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June 25th, 2009
02:37 pm
i need to make more friends who arn't spoiled and rich.
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May 25th, 2009
02:12 am
im leavin in a few hours. nothin but livin and hiking for the next month and change. fucking awsome.
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May 16th, 2009
08:42 pm
i thnk i have mono, a week b4 im suppose to go backpacking for a month. awesome.
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April 2nd, 2009
11:15 pm
so spring break starts tomorrow. and i have to get 2 cavities filled over break and get my wisdom teeth out. should be a good time. figure i havnt done anything exciting over a springbreak in my life why start this year. i will make some much needed money though and pick up my tax refund. maybe go backpacking if i can find the time. our frisbee season started and we tied our first game, and lost the second to the school team. however it wasnt a blow out and the tie makes our record better than last year when we didnt win a game. so im pretty excited for tht. hoppefully somthing excited happens over break, kinda doubt it tho. i have a 8 page research paper due at 11 am tomorrow i really havnt started yet, on the personality of Charles the first and its effects on the English civil war, which sucks ass.
DICKS!~
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March 16th, 2009
01:37 am
i want it to be may 26th, more than anything else. i have redic amount of reading for tomorrow and its almost 2am, and i havnt started. shits kinda started to come together tho which is a plus. i really wish it wasnt sunday night tho. and i have to go get my wisdom teeth out in a couple weeks, so tht will be fun. and im hungry
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February 27th, 2009
06:38 pm
so i got a raise at work, 5$ more, so im making 20$ a hour now when i work construction, and im working tomorrow (sat) and making time and a half, so ill be making 240$ in 8 hours. pretty ballin' going back to oneonta tomorrow night finally. and thats about it, this week home has been pretty boring and the only highlight is making money. i dont get how i ever lived in this town or how people enjoy being here.
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